Hewo hewo my darlings! (˶ᵔᗜᵔ˶)ﾉﾞ I'm Writing this after returning from the theater, as of now it just hit 22:18 (10:18 pm), so im feeling pretty eepy heehee,, („– ֊ –„) so i had to make a very important decision, should i responsibly go to sleep and prioritize my own being,, or should I write this down because im too eager to do so? (๑>؂•̀๑) ehh,, don't worry this is uhh, me typing with my eyes closed, hee-hee!

Dang, i haven't been to the theater in so long! (∩˃o˂∩) Probably not in more than around 2 years!
What's that? You're asking me what movie have i watched? (ᵕˆヮˆ) Oh,, ummmmm,,, you know,,, i'm a bit embarrassed to tell,, (,; ⩌ ;,) why? cus,, uhh,, (ᵕ ó ᴗ ò) people might find this a "normie" thing for me to like,, and despite how confident i've been sharing most about me in this site, i do am a lil shy to reveal the movie i've watched (,,˃﹏˂,,), but ill give you a smol hint,, it released on late july.

So um,, ヽ(°〇°)ﾉ even waiting in a line for buying popcorn was inducing me social anxiety!! there were a lot of people chit-chatting, which is,, well,, something very normal to expect on a theater's lobby,, but like,, (ㅎᴗㅎ )... uhh, fine, i have no excuse,, i just can't handle being around strangers,, people make me afraid (╥‸╥)..

At first i was planning to buy the popcorn without a drink,, but i was so nervous that when my dad asked if i wanted one i just said "uhh, yeah sure,,". And do you know why? Well, for starters i can handle salty food on its own without any problem, i oversalt all of what i eat after-all (๑>؂•̀๑). but risking to have to go to the bathroom in the middle of a movie is a big no-no for me!
(っ- ‸ - ς) Heck, having to ask people to even move away from literally the front door is already hard enough for me, asking a whole row of people that are sitting to move away their feet is just too much for me.

BUT! That wouldn't be anywhere near as worse as,,, *shivers*, t-t-the,, the public bathroom!!!! *thunder roars*.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!! ANYWHERE BUT THERE!!! .·°՞(ᗒ□ᗕ)՞°·.

(ᵕó_ò) Why is it so bad you ask?? you just opened the pits of hell for making that question... The odor,, the uncleanness, the noises,, the stalls that look like they could fall apart at any moment,, that unreliable lock and that HUGE gap between the door and the floor.
I've had,,, bad experiences with public bathrooms during highschool,, very bad experiences, teenagers can be so cruel and terrifying nowadays (•́ ᴖ •̀), and ever since then i haven't dared to use one,, i've been so careful in always relying on my bathroom at home that in fact i haven't used a single public bathroom in 5 years or more.. i always like to leave the toilet squeaky clean, and i otherwise can't do that when you encounter the things you can find in there..

Dear reader,, you listen to me,, this is going to be very important advice. No matter how much of in a hurry you are, if you are in the slightest tempted to go to the bathroom before you leave home, DO IT! Don't wait!! It's not worth it!!

🌠 The more you know.🌠

Okayyyyy, thanks a lot for sticking to the end dear reader, my eyes are beginning falling apart so im just going straight to bed (っ˕ -｡)ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁, until bed time! No, i-i mean, until next time! (IM SO DUMB (੭ ;´ ⌂ `;)੭).

❤︎ Ashley.